Intro
It’s one thing after
the other. No matter how hard you try, everything seems to be falling down
around you without leaving you any chance to make things better. You feel like
a burden to those closest to you, you can’t seem to get your life together, and
nothing you do is ever good enough to satisfy you. The intrusive thoughts are
nothing new, but you still can’t quite get used to their ever-increasing
presence telling you that the world would be better off if you had never
existed in the first place. You’ve been strong and ignored them, tried to
improve your life and relationships, and have spent every waking moment in
effort to make yourself the best version of yourself you could possibly be. To
no avail, in your eyes. You’ve been strong for far too long and have finally
decided to give yourself a break.
Your mother opens the door to two policemen. They’ve
found your body just under a nearby bridge after the search party extended
their resources. Her knees buckle. Your father feels his breath leave his lungs
and not return, as if he had been punched in the gut. Your siblings watch and
listen from afar, convincing themselves that they had misheard. Your best
friend sits on the corner of their bed, overcome with confusion and guilt for
not realizing sooner and that kid that has picked on you since the sixth grade
feels his chest tighten and his breath hitch as he remembers every unwarranted
word he said to you. Your name is removed from the school’s roster, when your
parents finally work up the strength to go out in public again they are
surrounded by hushed whispers, and your classmates try to focus and pretend
that the unoccupied desk had always been empty. Time passes, but no one can
quite get used to what was left in your wake; a hole.
History
Throughout most of known history, due to the lack of
medical and scientific advances and the prevalence of religious dominance over
man, depression was thought to have been caused by demons and demonic
possession. This belief was consistent and spanned countries and cultures
worldwide for centuries. Flash forward to the late 400s B.C. Often considered
the “Father of Modern Medicine”, Greek physician Hippocrates took a more
physical, scientific approach to the cause of depression in humans. He believed
that depression was caused by an imbalance in bodily fluids called “humors”,
such as yellow and black bile, blood, and phlegm. Rather than relying on
exorcisms and religious purifications like his predecessors, he took a more
educated approach to treatment by prescribing herbal baths and changes in diet.
A man before his time, Hippocrates’ influence didn’t last
long. Historical records say that in the last century B.C., the focus reverted
back to spirituality as the cause. Treatments, however, were harsher than ever
before. Sufferers of depression were subject to severe abuse, such as beatings,
starvation, being burned alive, and drowning. The rapid spread of Christianity
throughout Europe only amplified these beliefs and the torture faced by those
who had been diagnosed.
A millennium and a
half later began the Renaissance. Culture, art, and intellect flourished,
spreading from its birthplace in Italy to the rest of Europe. With this came a
higher understanding of anatomy, biology, and neurology. Some researchers
looked back on the influence of Hippocrates under the belief that depression
did indeed have roots in biology rather than religious superstition. There was
a flipside to the Renaissance era, however. Catholicism gained prominence in
every aspect of the daily lives of southern Europeans. Art, music, and even
medicine were all under the influence of the Christian denomination, despite
the newfound interest in scientific exploration. Some believed that people
showing depressive symptoms were witches and had to be eradicated, while others
were under the impression that they had been cursed and witches were to blame
for their suffering.
In more recent centuries, countless new theories have
been developed. Popular neurologists, psychologists, and biologists made the
discussion more popular than it ever had been, allowing more ideas and
discoveries to spread further, faster. Neurologist Sigmund Freud believed that
depression stemmed from loss and grief weakening one’s mental state (Nemade).
Not
only were new theories spreading, but treatments utilizing newfound scientific
advancements came forth as well. A popular “cure” in the early 1900’s was
lobotomy, a procedure in which an incision is made in the frontal lobe,
effectively removing the ability to feel emotion whatsoever (“Lobotomy: The
rise and fall of a miracle cure.”). Those who received the surgery often lost
the ability to speak, became paralyzed, failed to form new memories, or became suddenly
and spontaneously violent (“Lobotomy: The rise and fall of a miracle cure”).
Nowadays,
depression is treated using far more scientifically grounded methods such as therapy
and medicinal supplements. These treatments are often deemed ineffective by
patients, but they are a step in the right direction for a reliable, humane end
to depression and its related mental illnesses.
Examples
The thoughts are
relentless. You’ve taken the steps to getting help, but the medication they’ve
put you on has failed to do anything but remind you that even though you’ve
been popping Prozac capsules every morning, there will always be harder pills
to swallow.
“There is a heavy, leaden feeling in your
chest, rather as when someone you love dearly has died; but no one has –
except, perhaps, you. You feel acutely alone. It is commonly described as being
like viewing the world through a sheet of plate glass; it would be more
accurate to say a sheet of thick, semi-opaque ice.” (Lott)
You no longer care about things that you once
enjoyed. Spending time with family, going to the movies, even your favorite
music no longer brings you that thrill or sense of comfort and enjoyment like
it used to. This frustrates you even further, as you have no way of bringing
yourself enjoyment like you once could.
“For me, emotional detachment involves
feeling a sense of emptiness where I once felt something. When somebody hurt me
I used to find it easier to avoid feeling anything than to feel the hurt. It
seemed humiliating to feel like I was letting somebody get to me.
Sometimes this would lead to feeling like I
was sleepwalking through life. Nothing could make me feel, and I was happy not
to manage my emotions.
Unfortunately, this doesn’t work out so well when you’re trying to have a
happy, fulfilling life.” (Horsfall)
Though
these thoughts and feelings may be persistent and relentless, there are
resources open for anyone to use. Hotlines are available 24/7, therapists are
ready and willing to give professional advice on a personal/individual basis,
and loved ones are always with you (Lott, Tim). With the epidemic-level
increases in youth suicide across the globe, many new support groups on local
and national levels are beginning to gain speed, helping people of all ages,
colors, creeds, genders, sexualities, nationalities, and cultures. Many groups
are even specialized, working
specifically with similar groups of people such as homeless LGBT youth,
trauma/abuse survivors, and many more.
Solutions
One
potential solution to the depression and suicide epidemic would simply be
education. Take South Korea for example. South Korea has the fourth highest
suicide rate in the world, at a whopping 28.4 self-inflicted deaths per 100,000
individuals (“Korea's Suicide Rate Still World's 4th Highest.”). A major
potential factor in the high death toll is likely the severe social stigma
around mental health in South Korea as a whole. People who express a struggle
with depressive symptoms or tendencies are often told to keep their feelings to
themselves as to not burden others or make themselves look bad. This collective
mindset often leads victims to believe that getting help is shameful and should
not be accepted, leading suicide to be the only other option in their eyes. If
South Korean schools would educate adolescents on the topic and introduce them
to it as something that should be taken seriously, the social outlook on mental
illness as a whole may change over the following years. Presenting statistics,
lists of symptoms, ways to identify mental illnesses in a friend, and available
resources such as hotlines or chatrooms could potentially drive students to
take depression as the serious, life-threatening illness that it truly is.
There are already thousands of depression and suicide awareness and education
organizations worldwide, spanning countries on all ends of the spectrum.
Informing people of their options and working towards removing the negative and
hateful outlook on those affected would be a great way to give people a chance
to be helped and to help themselves.
Another
solution would be taking a collective responsibility as a community and raising
our own awareness in order to recognize early symptoms in our peers. By
becoming more socially aware as a population we could recognize depression in
those close to us before it manifests into a life-threatening condition. There
are plenty of resources available that are dedicated to helping people from all
walks of life identify and approach a potential victim. Symptoms such as social
withdrawal, general disinterest, and changes in dietary habits could all be
warning signs of something much more dangerous brewing beneath the surface. When
witnessing such changes in a peer it is important to confront them as a friend
and as someone they can trust. Although they may not be up-front about it at
first, be sure to be persistent in your approach. A one-time confrontation will
most likely not result in an entirely honest answer from them, so be sure to
not only keep a close watch on them but to also bring up the concerning
behavior regularly.
Camus’ in relation to suicide
“There is
only one really serious philosophical question, and that is suicide.” Camus had
an interesting take on a lot of existential issues, suicide included. He
believes suicide is the root of all philosophy and all else simply stems from
that action (“Albert Camus”).
“I see many people die because they judge
that life is not worth living. I see others paradoxically getting killed for
the ideas or illusions that give them a reason for living (what is called a
reason for living is also an excellent reason for dying). I therefore conclude
that the meaning of life is the most urgent of questions.”
Camus believed that the meaning of life was to search for
happiness through all endeavors. The
search for true happiness and fulfillment was a “moral obligation” in
his eyes and suicide is nothing but a choice to exempt one’s self from that
responsibility.
Camus
states that he believes the question of suicide stems from “contradictions of
mind and spirit.” More specifically, when an individual believes they have
found the true meaning behind life and are rooted in that discovery is when
suicide becomes their existential solution.
“A priori and reversing the terms of the problem,
just as one does or does not kill oneself, it seems that there are but two
philosophical solutions, either yes or no. This would be too easy. But
allowance must be made for those who, without concluding, continue questioning.
Here I am only slightly indulging in irony: this is the majority. I notice also
that those who answer “no” act as if they thought “yes.” As a matter of fact,
if I accept the Nietzschean criterion, they think “yes” in one way or another.
On the other hand, it often happens that those who commit suicide were assured
of the meaning of life. These contradictions are constant. It may even be said
that they have never been so keen as on this point where, on the contrary,
logic seems so desirable.”
Contradictions between one’s physical and
spiritual existence, in the eyes of Camus, are the sole determiners in the
decision of whether to end one’s own life or to pull oneself from the
existential debate altogether and continue with their search for the true
happiness in their lives (Popova).
Conclusion
Worldwide,
we lose someone to suicide every 40 seconds. That’s one million people in a
single year on average (Nordqvist). By the time you finish reading this paper,
19 people will have died by their own hand. 19 funerals. 19 lives. 19 families finding
someone they love lying cold. 19 deaths that could have been prevented, given
proper support and resources. Our numbers have reached epidemic levels. How
will you help put an end to it?
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